Just be contented

Chinese New Year post 2

2012-01-29T18:43:00.002+08:00

HEY.
I'm so bored i decided to blog.
Currently at H's hse, and i managed to make another person angry at me again.
My life currently seriously suck now because nothing is going well.
Now i can really say that 2012 isnt going to be a very good year for me.
Well, tomorrow i'll get to know which poly i'll be going already.
And i really want to get into ECH, REALLY.

Day 3 went to visit friends' houses.
It was awesome except the fact that i got one empty red packet HAHA.

Day 4, i went ice skating with fellow friends.
Didnt know how to skate so half the time was screaming for help.
And holding others for support haha.
Thanks to those who helped me and sorry if i hurt you !
Pain max, but at least its going away.
And went to watch "Journey to the Mysterious Island".
Storyline wasnt nice, but its exciting still.

Day 5, went to visit besties.
Wasnt feeling very good but being with them cheered me up alot.
Auntie's fried chicken was the best HAHA.
Went to watch midnight movie with T, W and Auntie.
"Dance Dance Dragon" was okay.
Funny but still predictable movie.

Day 6, went to my big uncles hse.
Was given a $120 red packet by my aunt.
First time in history haha.
And went to watch another movie again.
"We Not Naughty" WAS AWESOME.
SERIOUSLY. You guys should totally watch haha.

Today's Day 7.
Seeked refuge at H's hse LOL.
Was still feeling a abit miserable.
Got two red packets !
Suppose to go Aunt's hse but then change of plans.
Parents went instead with bro.

Its a brand new week tmr.
It'll get better, i hope.
I'll go LS soon, really wanna go there.

You didnt even bother asking the whole situation and you started pinpoint me.
I'm really hurt.
I heard sth that is completely different from what you told me.
Why do you have to lie to me. Sigh.

Me

2012-01-26T10:11:00.003+08:00

I'm lucky i have the others.
I'm not mad, just hurt and disappointed.
Like i said, you really wont understand.

CHINESE NEW YEAR POST 1

2012-01-25T18:20:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPA !
ITS LIKE CHINESE NEW YEAR NOW.
And currently, i have 200 over bucks. TEEHEE.
STILL COUNTING !
Anw, this CNY wasn't fun at all :/
Plans made were changed last minute.
There were even quarrels. Seriously, this year doesnt seem any better than last year.
Shall look on the bright side, maybe it'll get better.

Day 1 was...tiring. Took bus 39 to jiujiu's hse and stayed there to accompany grandparents.
Grandpa look so old already.
So guilty for not visiting him often.
Hope his leg will get better and he'll stay strong.
Grandma still as cute as ever.
HEHE and then we head over to 6th aunt's hse.
Ate homemade steamboat.
Her pineapples are awesome. LOVE IT SO MUCH.
Then that's the end of day 1.

Day 2 was boring.
Head straight to the temple and stayed there for less than one hour.
Normally we'll stay there for at most 2 hours but grandma wasn't there ytd.
Head to 6th aunt's again.
This time there were more relatives. And i received more red packets :D
Head down for dinner. OUR FAMILY REALLY VERY BIG CAN.
Squeezed everybody into 2 tables.
If everybody was there, i dont think 4 tables would even be enough HAHA.
In the end went to the airport and send cousin POR off.
She's going sydney to study for her major for two years.
Gonna miss her !

So today is day 3.
Shall post about today another day (:
I'll sign off now.
Update again SOON !
PS, I MISS MY EX COLLEAGUES.
Shall visit them next week.
Bye guys (:

It would be awesome without you.

WORK

2012-01-22T02:24:00.001+08:00

HI EVERYONE.
TODAY IS NEW YEAR'S EVE AND I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE BLOGGING.
Yesterday's finally the last day of work at the taka fair.
HAHA, the packing up process was really damn fast cause everyone wanna go home.
Budi had to stay behind because boss wanna talk to him.
Finding our way to the mrt felt like we were in a maze LOL.
The route was so dark, and i almost thought we were locked inside HAHA.
Anyway, some pics to let you guys see (:

My wonderful colleagues, TaoLi and Tracey Auntie.

Me and Tracey Auntie, she's very nice to me.

Like as if i'm her grand-daughter HAHA.

TaoLi and Me, she's cute.

Me and Budi, he forgets i have to eat most of the time -.-

But anyway, he's very nice too ! (Apart from preying on girls)

This is the driver whom i forgot the name ._.

He's amazed by my strength HAHAHA.

And that's the lady boss at the far right.

All my colleagues at the taka fair !

So now that i'm jobless, i shall catch up with all my friends. HEHE.
More to come during CNY.
Happy new year people ! GOODNIGHT.

Just another day

2012-01-19T01:24:00.001+08:00

Right so i decided to be crazy and take a stupid photo of me LOL.
I'm having an interview tmr at NP and i'm like so scared now.
Heard from Carene today that the lecturers there are actually very nice.
So i shall just calm down now.
I'm like reading questions i wrote out myself and answering them in the best way i can.
I hope i speak proper english tmr D:

Work was boring today.
There were so little people and the LB came so early. Stressed.
B, TL and T are always trying to entertain me cause i'm the youngest.
And a lady ytd just asked me which part of china i came from.
I mean wtf, do i look china ?!
And another told me i'm a very bad young lady.
Cause i introduced all the chocolate products to her, wanting her to get fat.
EPIC, she was the one who asked for chocolate products hello.
HAHA, another three days left and my working period will officially end.
I'm gonna miss all my colleagues man.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

So i guess i'm crazy to even fall for him.
I mean well, its just weird for me to even like him.
Its just a crush k.
After this week, i'll say goodbye to these feelings, for sure.
Stupid me.

I better catch some sleep now.
Dont want my eyebags to get worse !

I WANNA DYE MY HAIR SO BADLY AND PIERCE ANOTHER EARHOLE.
Shall do that after i get my pay haha.
Nights peeps !

YADA

2012-01-11T11:36:00.002+08:00

Hey guys !
So i got my results and actually wasnt so happy about it but still i can do nothing huh.
Am fretting over which poly courses to choose.
HARD MUCH.
Its worse than anything i've ever decided.
I dont wanna regret choosing the course in the end.

So work's still the same.
Most of my colleagues are very nice.
Tracy auntie treats me like i'm her grand-daughter. HAHA.
TaoLi and Budi are just so funny.
There's this auntie there though.
Seems to be looking down on me or something.
I cant help but roll my eyes at her.
She's seriously getting on my nerves.
I know she's an auntie and i should respect her because she's older than me.
BUT my tolerance has its limit k.

Chinese New Year is coming, which means my working period will end soon.
SO HAPPY. My legs are almost dying. Lucky i changed the shoe i'm wearing. HAHA.
I'm so tired. Slept at three last night.
Wonder how i'm gonna endure work later.
Btw, my blog's time finally got it right LOL.
Right take care people ! <3

~~I hate you and i still hate you. I wonder why you've changed so much.~~
~~You dont even know where you've gone wrong.~~

Zzz

2012-01-10T12:08:00.000+08:00

I dont need your help. You dont have to act like you're helping me do a favour. You just want to gain attention like you're the greatest soul on earth aint it. Fuck it okay.

RESULTS DAY

2012-01-09T10:52:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS 9TH JANUARY 2012 AND ITS 1050AM NOW.I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I'LL BE GETTING MY O LEVEL RESULTS SOON.LIKE REALLY SOON. IN 3 HOURS AND 10 MINS TIME.SO NERVOUS AND SCARED PLEASE.I KNOW I'M SUPPOSE TO HAVE SOME CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF.BUT...HEY I'M SOMEONE WHO LACKS OF SELF-CONFIDENCE.SO NOW I'M STILL FREAKING OUT.LIKE SERIOUSLY.

BORED

2012-01-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

So its 2012.And i have absolutely nothing to do now. Bored max.Okay, the end.

NEW YEAR

2011-12-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

ITS THE LAST DAY OF 2011. LAST DAY.DONT CARE ABOUT THE DATE AND TIME OF MY BLOG. Its now 9.30.Haha, cant believe 2011 past so fast. Really hope 2012 can be so much better than 2011. Though there were still some things not fully settled, i shall warmly welcome 2012. Well, i have to right ._.Results is coming out soon.I really hope i get good results. I wanna choose my own course. Work started for me. Today is the second day. HAHA, it's actually quite fun. I get to meet lots of different people. My colleagues are all very friendly. I especially like lynn. He's so cute. Yes, lynn is a guy. He's actually from indonesia. He's a very very nice guy.Hmmm, i dont know why. But i miss my friends very much these days. Everyone's so busy already.Right so, HAPPY NEW YEAR ! MAY 2012 BE AN AWESOME YEAR FOR ME AND EVERYONE ELSE.TATA !

2011-12-28T21:57:00.001+08:00

You got what you want.And you're still the fucking same you.

Christmas

2011-12-27T12:06:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.
To be honest, this is the worst christmas ever.
Not that i celebrated it every year.
There were quarrels and misunderstandings.
Hmmm, but i received nice presents. LOVE THEM.

Feeling so bored here.
Starting work on the 30th. Hmmm cant wait.
My colleagues seem friendly. Wanna meet them soon !

Love you guys !

Mmhmm

2011-12-24T15:15:00.001+08:00

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smile no matter what.

FUN

2011-12-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO.
Its the time of the year where christmas decorations are everywhere.
Well, there's not much this year.
I dont know why i'm so excited over the fact that we're celebrating christmas.
Maybe its because everyone are already living their own lives.
I miss all the moments when my old clique spend our time together.
I want all those moments back. Sigh.

Results are coming out in another 3 weeks or less.
I'm so nervous and scared.
My N level friends got their results yesterday.
I'm really happy for them because they got really good results.
And its really very good.
I want to be like them too on my results day.
I dont want to be crying because of my lousy results.

Right so Apaches outing to sentosa was awesome.
I met new friends, haha.
I dont regret going after all even though i had second thoughts about it.
I think everyone had fun there.
The swimming in the sea part was really fun.
It was the first time i swam in the sea.
And my eyes felt so swollen and pain thanks to the salty sea water but i was still reluctant to get up.
It was a pity i cant go for dinner with the rest of them after that.
And the julian carrying me part was so embarrassing,
I'm so heavy !

Kay i guess that'll the end for now.
Will update again soon !
It feels like i'm talking to myself but who cares, its my blog. HAHA.

2011-11-29T11:41:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!
REdCamp's officially over!
Feeling so sian now cause i have nothing to do.
Went for work yesterday. It was awesome!
I met lots of different kinds of people and my bosses are the best bosses ever.
This drinks promoter job is actually quite worth it huh.
But its just temporary. I need to find a permanent job asap.
Shall go walk ard raffles or cityhall x.x
Currently still slacking though :/

I'm still thinking about my o levels result.
I know, what's done has already been done.
But still, i really want good results. I dont wanna repeat another year of studiea.
Its a waste of time!
Right then, shall log out here!
So long peeps!

I dont know what happened to us. After so long, its still the same ending.
I dont want it to end like that. But i guess that's what you want huh.
Sigh, i guess you dont even care now.

2011-11-18T03:17:00.001+08:00

You've changed.

Graduated

2011-11-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

Secondary school life is going to be over soon.
In these short 4 years i've learnt alot about families, friends, life.
I dont want all these to end.
I still wanna wake up every morning and go to school.
I still wanna spend my whole day with my friends.
Even though i'm tired, i still wanna go to school.
But i want all these to end too.
How contradicting huh.
I want my own freedom. I want to be free.
One day, everyone will grow up and get on with their own lives.
I want to be able to tell myself i have achieved something before i move to the next phase of my life.

For my parents,
You're still as overprotective as ever.
I know you're doing this to keep me safe.
But i hope one day, you'll really let me go and venture out on my own.
I can only be sixteen this once, i want to have fun.
Its time for me to have fun, before the results comes out.
I hope you'll really understand me one day.

I hope we'll always stay like this forever.
At least we're still talking, that's already enough for me.

Updating

2011-09-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Alright, O levels' in about a month or so and i'm still feeling not prepared.

I know i did badly for my prelims.

Certainly NOT looking forward to the results.

Been feeling so low recently.

Its like i cant stand being alone o.o

And when i'm among a group of noisy people, i feel so vexed.

What the hell's wrong with me.

I miss hanging out with my cousins and aunt.

Feels like we've drifted so far apart.

Sometimes when i keep quiet, it isnt because i dont know what you want or what you mean.

I just dont wanna say anything because it beats having quarrels.

You know how much i hate quarrels, then why do you have to continue doing this to me.

:/

2011-08-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes some things have to remain unsaid.
The less things you say, the less trouble you get.
Why must one be so judgemental of another ?
I really dont understand.
Sigh.
OMG tmr's english prelims alr.
I'm soooo not ready :/
Kay, shall stop here.

A Favour

2011-08-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

Mom and dad,
I just wanna ask a favour from you.
Can you stop being so insensitive towards me ?
Yes, you can treat brother like he's some king but how'd you treat me ?
I'm also human you know, i have feelings.
Can you just stop being bias to him ?
All i want to ask is this.

Change

2011-08-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

Just gonna post a short one before i run to catch the others !
Went back to OPWO's blog.
If i say i dont miss band even a little, i'll be lying.
Memories after memories. Sigh.

Well, national day's over. The song's still stuck with me though.
I like that song :/
Anyway, its one day closer to coursework submission and i've not even completed it.
So stress lahs, sigh.
Kay, bye peeps !

Open your eyes, and see who are the true friends, lady.

Just spamming.

2011-08-04T12:18:00.000+08:00

WAH I'M SOOOOO TIRED.
School is exhausting and i'm trying very hard to try and pass all my tests.
Well i must say, i did pass ALMOST every test.
My humanes is still hopeless !
I better buck up.

I'm love this video !

Had my first case of rashes today.

Dint really expect me to have it soo i'm surprised !

IT WAS VERY ITCHY.

Will update again soon !

I never realise how much a person can change until i observed you from afar.

I really dont know who are you anymore.

I dont know which side of you is real,

which side of you is fake.

Guess i should just stop thinking anyways.

Maybe, maybe its me who changed.

Forgiveness and Emptiness

2011-06-30T00:25:00.000+08:00

Read this during RICH lessons:

Forgiveness is letting go
of the pain and accepting what has happened,
because it will not change.

Forgiveness is dismissing
the blame. Choices were made that
caused the hurt;
We each could have chosen
differently, but we didn't.

Forgiveness is looking
at the pain, learning the lessons
it has produced, and understanding
what we have learnt.

Forgiveness allows us to move on
towards a better understanding
of universal love
and our true purpose.

Forgiveness is knowing that love
is the answer to all questions,
and that we all
are in some way connected.

Forgiveness is starting over
with the knowledge
that we have gained.

- "Forgiveness", Judith Mammay
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School is as busy as ever.
And recently i think i'm having insomnia.
I'm really worried over my studies and i'm still working on my study plan.
Hope it works :/
Feeling very empty nowadays.
I'm tired of everything. Can't wait for O levels to be over and let me move on.

You dont know how much it hurts right, immature kid.

QUICK UPDATE

2011-06-24T11:58:00.000+08:00

Holiday doesnt feel like a holiday at all.
Life of a sec four student, STRESS.
Tata !

i feel like crying, seriously.

2011-05-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

Been listening to Safirah's blog song and it made me emoish for awhile even though i dont understand a single thing o.o
My results came back today and it was so bad that i couldnt believe myself.
Blame it on me procrastinating and not doing my best.
I know i've saying this alot of times but i'm really gonna work hard.
Looking at all my classmates and friends working so hard and stressing out,
i feel like i'm still slacking too much to feel the whole stressing process.
I hate exams seriously, but i'm just gonna treat it as a challenge to me.
I hope its not too late for me to get help. Sigh.

Have been thinking quite alot these days. Again.
And the truth is, they are not positive thoughts.
However much i wanna say them out, i cant.
I have no idea what's wrong. The feeling just totally suck you know.

I'm in need of some change in my life but i guess that wont be happen.

There'll nvr be any surprises.

Well, guess i'm gonna all that aside and focus on my studies for now. O level MT is just a week away.
I'm soo scared. I'll try to make full use of the time i have now i guess.
I dont know how to study usefully, sigh.
A few months later, its the O level papers for other subjects.
And then after that, i'll say bye to my friends soon.
I dont want to, but i have to. Urgh.

Oh, read Safirah's blog about love thing. And it was really interesting.
Saf, if you're reading this, i like that post (:

Kay will end here. Till next time, tata ! (:

You're a total bitch. Stop sucking up. Actions speak louder than words.
I cant hate you because it'll only hurt me.
I'm just gonna pretend nothing happened. But i hope i'll never have to come close to you anymore.

We must hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, and lose in order to gain.Because some lessons in life, are best learned through pain.

There's as much as a person can do, and i've given my best already i guess.

2011-05-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

Mye's finally over ! HAHA.

Wanted to blog the other day but blogger was down.

Hmmm, even though its over, O level MT is on 30th May.

So scary ! I hope i get A though. A few years back it was still easy for me to get A.

But i've been deproving since then and i'm trying my best to get A again :(

Well, i'm very afraid of my mye results. Sigh.

I've gotta finish my coursework by this week and i'm still stuck at the dimensions.

I'm having doubts if i'll ever hand in the thing on time.

okay, till next time, bye !

i dont know how to bond with you guys anymore.

2011-04-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hello, this few months was hectic.
Its like waking up everyday just to finish up all the homework.
Band has currently stopped for break.
Exams Starting and i seriously have not start revision !
Have been sleeping late and losing focus in class. Cant help it since i've not finished my homework.
I seriously hope i can be on task this weekend.

I read this in Sijia's blog. And it described everything that happened in Band.
http://sijia-hartx.blogspot.com/2011/04/end-of-it-all.html

As much as i hope things would work out in my life, there's still a black hole.
I dont know how its gonna be covered but i'm trying my best.
The thought of people in other much more unfortunate countries make me feel guilty.
So i'm not gonna care abt anything else except my studies.
I'm gonna show my parents that i'm not that useless after all.

" Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you i had no control over. "

Frustrated

2011-04-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

I realized its been a long time since I tumblr-ed.

Tests are flooding my whole schedule !

And omg, syf is on my birthday. That is sooo scary. I really want a gold.

Ah, gotta finish my hmwk now. Shall post again soon !

You think you know everything there is to know. You think that you’ve gone through that path too before so you know. But no, your time and my time, its totally different. You don’t understand how I feel and I wont even explain it to you cause in the first place, you dont even want to listen. The next thing I know, you’ll use whatever I have said as a way to communicate with me which I totally hate. I admit I aint the daughter you want me to be. But people grow. And I’m still growing up. When I needed you, all you do is scold me. You don’t even know how to differentiate between bias and being petty. You cant understand what I’m trying to tell you. And in the end, you just don’t listen anymore. Sigh. I’m not blaming you anything but I just want you to listen to me for once. Just sit down and listen. You don’t do that anymore. And I don’t think you will.

~~Will you be the one ?~~

Life

2011-03-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

Busy months. Its only been 9 weeks. And i feel like i'm suffocating already !

Homework after homework after homework. Remedials after remedials after remedials.

Never ending. I hope i can work hard enough to get a decent grade for my o levels.

My tests are failing, i definitely have to buck up.

Been telling myself since what, two years ? Don't think it even work.

Syf is coming in, one month ? Everybody is feeling the stress.

Coping with school's hard. Studies and Cca ? Sigh.

Practice dint came as easily as before. I really hope we could get a gold this year.

I wanna feel how the 2005 batch felt. How the feeling was described, i was speechless.

Life wasn't as good. Problems after problems.

I know it'll never be the same again.

People are growing up. Their mindset are changing. Even mine.

Nothing stays forever. I totally understand now.

Learn to move on, that's the hard part.

Anyway, 'i am number four' was awesome.

I hope there's sequel to that show. It was abit abrupt.

Parents have been as naggy as ever.

Teachers have been putting stress on as like ever.

Its really stressful.

Well, pretty much the story of my life. That's the end. I'll just say goodbye here.

I'll post again when i have the time i guess. Bye (:

SIGH

2011-02-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

People tend to change over time.
And, sometimes when they do, its without warning.
It kept you wondering what had happened to them.
Is it something that involves you or just something else.
Sometimes, all you wanted is to help, and you got coldness in return.
You get hurt several times but you still want to help.
Aint wanted you to give me a pile of gold.

School's a mess for me. I almost can't keep up with my school work.
D&T, c(:an't you make my life more easier by letting me understand what i have to do ?
I just wanna have a break :(
Hopefully i can work hard enough to pull all my results up before prelims. Sigh.
I'll update again when i have the time (:
Doubt anyone'll read it anyway.
Adios ! (:

2011-01-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
This blog will not be in use for now.
But continue tagging !
Thanks guys (:

2011-01-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

This may be the last post i'm gonna post here since its alr dead.
Anw, created twitter and tumblr.
Kind of like wasting time cause i dont really use my laptop.
HAHA. 2010 passed too quickly.
Dint even have the time to finish what i planned to do.
Kay, schl starting tmr. I'm seriously not prepared !! :(
So scared of sec 4.
ZZZ. Shall end here bah. Bye (:

2010-12-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

It's been sooooooooooooo long since i've updated.
And its alr dead. HAHA.
I'm really considering whether i should delete this blog or not. LOL.
Since, i dont really use it often.
School is starting soon!
And i've not even finish one homework.
Plus, i dint study AT ALL.
I'm gonna be so dead when school reopens.
Lucky enough to use laptop today though. HAHA.
Hmmm, there's alot of things i should update.
BUT, i've gotta go soon!!!
So i'll just put up some photos then tata, bye!

Random

2010-11-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS !
Been awhile since i online and update eh. HAHA.
Alot has happened since the last time i online till now.
But i'm still fine ! ;D
I hope every other tomorrows will be a better day ((:
This is really random but i have a lot of things only i dont have enough time.
Will try to update again soon, i hope.
Kay bye peeps !

Its okay if we fall, cause that's where we'll learn our mistakes.

Phases of life

2010-10-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

What would you do if your parents tell you to quit school ?

Dear mom and dad,

I wish you were someone more like my friend.

I wish you were someone i could talk to when i have problems or difficulties.

I wish you could just understand me.

You always tell me not to give up, to keep trying.

But you seem to have given up on me.

And now you're telling me to give up.

What can i do now ?

I'm left with so little hope and still,

no words from you.

Are you my parents ?

When will you understand ?

2010-10-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just wanna give up

Hello (:

This week was hell.

The exams can just kill people.

I know i'm gonna fail so many subjects and i still cant care much -.-

I think today's chem was okay except section c..

3 more days to the end of exam !!

And when everybody's resting at home on marking day, i have to go back to schl..

But anw, i'm gonna work hard for my last 4 papers.

I'm so gonna look forward to after the exams.

I will fly ard singapore. HAHAHA.

I shall stop here for now.

Persevere on ! ;D

2010-10-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

SS AND MATHS IS TMR AND OMG I'M STILL HERE POSTING :O
I'm soooo scared of my results, yet i still dont have any motivation -.-
Anw, read alot of dorothy koomson's books before the exams (:
I tell you, it was AWESOME !
It totally rocks lahs !

THIS IS THE BEST.

Then i read this.

Then this.

Then this. Almost cried :(

And now this. Still reading the first part.
It isnt that exciting though :-S
But anw, wanna say jiayous ! (:
Bye ;D

You can’t stop people from talking about you, but you can stop giving them something to talk about.

Maybe this is not what i want

I'm Pathetic

2010-09-29T17:59:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.

There's a stupid person living in me.

Pls dont hate me.

2010-09-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

Hello !
Currently rotting at home.
Am sick again..
And worse, its on mooncake festival day.
My cough is getting bad day by day.
There's a poa test today and i got mc XD
Who cares anw, i'm gonna fail it even if i take it..
I had completely no energy to stand up this morning.
Anw, am gonna finish up my hmwk and continue revising.
I cant procrastinate anymore !
Eng and chi exams are nxt wk ! :O
I have nth to post now..
Am like writing crap .__.
Kay, time to post pictures.
Bye ;)

Haha this 2 places look ike the same

Haiz..

Its very very hard.

Maybe i'm the worst thing that has ever happened to you

2010-09-14T18:44:00.001+08:00

Who am i ?

2010-09-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

I have no idea where i'm standing now.

Friendships are hurtful sometimes.

Hey !

Ytd was tiring !

Walked in Causeway point for almost a day.

But i bought 2 new dresses (:

Although one of the dress make it seems like i'm pregnant -.-

Dont know why i have sooo many clothes that has a pregnant-like shape..

Anw, sat's band was scary..

Went KFC with T and D and then went home.

KFC is fattening ! But its okay, haven been eating for quite awhile (:

Ytd saw a wonderful audi car and i made my decision that i'll buy one next time (:

HAHA. Being soo random.

I'm really really tired.

Having band ltr.

This wk is gonna be soo packed.

I'm gonna buy a new bag on thurs !

Looking forward (;

Hmm, my mood hasnt been so good these days..

OH ! My bro got a new line phone ytd !

Seriously unfair..

Got my line only when i'm in sec 3 and he got one in sec 1. Zzz..

Kay have to go. Till next time, Bye ;D

2010-08-31T18:04:00.000+08:00

Post below (:

-in dreams you will lose your miseries-

What if we dont know what to do ?

Hello peeps ! (:

I've posted again !

Am at woanyee hse currently.

Woanyee and Sijia have been sleeping the whole day..

And i've been waiting for them to wake up so i used the laptop (:

Damn bored i tell you..

Den that noisy trishia came and interrupted the silence.

Ltr woanyee angry den no free food eat lerh :( HEH.

Anw, today went back to my pri schl.

I hate the principal lahs. So many rules to abide.

Now we cant even go up to the hall.

Was sitted at the canteen and outside the general office -.-

Left a few teachers whom i know lerh.

And Mr Francis Tan is like as fierce as before..

The pri schl is like so small size lahs.

HAHAS.

Went lunch after that and here i am (:

There were alot of things happening during the last few days.

Plus there was a CIRCLE rainbow surrounding the sun !

It was BEAUTIFUL !

I have alot of things to say but that noisy Trishia is going to snatch this laptop sooooon.

Will end here bah.

Bye peeps ;D

Why is my feelings all over me ?? :(

2010-08-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA !
Well, this last picture says it all.
Bye peeps (:

2010-08-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

This picture rocks.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust nobody but yourself. And sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

I managed to blog again !
Hahas. Today came home early.
There was NOTHING to do in schl.
Like finally.
Anw, I wanna thanks all those people who tagged my blog (:
Heh.
" My best friend's girl " is super nice.
I recommend bookworms to read it !
Touching. HAHAS.
Its by Dorothy Koomson.
Oh well, gotta go !
Bye ! ;D
The only way to keep things at the right place is to shut up.

2010-08-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

Today is national day and i spent the time doing my hmwk.

LOL.

Dnt's hard.

I dont know how to do ..

Anw, i decided wont do physics.

Heh.

~~I thought abt alot of things ytd~~

~~Ppl have to move on and you had.~~

~~Its time for me to do that too.~~

~~Thinking of the past years, i wish we were still in sec 2.~~

~~But if i hope time would rewind, i'd be living in my own fantasy~~

~~I shld have done this long ago.~~

~~Even though i'm sure i wont forget completely, at least i'm trying and that's enough.~~

~~There are alot of things i want to say, but i dont have a chance.~~

~~I guess it doesnt matter anymore.~~

~~Its time for me to move on too.~~

I know i will be a happy girl again (:

Bye peeps ;D

You nvr know until you put urself in my shoes, girl.

2010-08-07T12:24:00.000+08:00

There are about 5 more weeks to EOY and i really have to buck up.
Band is like busy these days.
With NDP gone, its still the same like ever.
Anw, i have to really atart paying attention and stop daydreaming.
I have started a habit of either daydreaming or sleeping in class
Signing off now. Will post again SOON ;D

Hahaha, funny.

I think i am ready to let go.

2010-07-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

- Tumblr

Lost

2010-07-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

OH, We got Silver for SIBF (:

HAHAHAHAHA !

- I'm addicted like seriously.

Reach for the stars so if you fall you land on a cloud - Kanye West

Someday, i'm gonna go overseas and have fun.

We’re friends, real friends, and that means no matter how long it takes, when you finally decide to look back, I’ll be here.

2010-07-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

It’s all right letting yourself go, as long as you can get yourself back.

My blog's finally updated (:
Will go MIA soon again.
I love those ppl who tags my blog :D
Bye peeps (;
I want to tell you everything but i dint want to too.

2010-07-06T18:40:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT THIS ! HAHAHAS.

-if you could read my mind, you might see more of me than meets the eye-

My bro is seriously getting on my nerves now.

He thinks he has parents on his side so he can do anyhing. WTF.

And I realise sth,

YOU"RE A PIECE OF SHIT.

Can i just break down for once ? Like really hard ?

2010-07-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

I'm like REALLY addicted to tumblr.

Anw, time really really flies.

I haven even start my hmwk.

Went cycling for the whole afternoon ytd.

And there are cuts on my hands and legs :(

Life's beginning to look like its super boring.

Hmm..

BYE (:

~~I want the happy moments to come again. Idk how to open my mouth and tell yall things anymore. I feel so away and unimportant.. Wtf.~~

2010-07-01T18:29:00.001+08:00

Short post.
Not feeling happy these few days :(

2010-06-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

TUMBLR !! ♥

"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own"

2010-06-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i posted.
HAHAS.
Ytd went to TK band.
The SL, Marc was like so pro lahs.
I no face play sia.
Den there's Nadia too, but i dint hear her play. LOL.
Anw, had quite alot of fun.
It was TIRING.
Today, had rehearsal, also tiring.
My eyes are like swollen today morn. LOL.
But we manage to play quite well XD
Kay, stop here bah.
MIA will continue (:
Bye.

- quote frm alice in wonderland (:

2010-06-17T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hello (:
Since there's like not much ppl visiting this site, i'll go MIA for awhile bah.
Sick of posting actually. Heh.
Anw.
Went to watch Karate kid with Trishia, Sk and Cass on tues (:
Was awesome lahs that movie. Shld be rated 5/5.
Hahas.
OH OH, Here's a warning to ppl who wants to go movies with Trishia.
DO NOT SIT BESIDE HER. Hahas jk lahs trishia XD
Cass and her was super excited during the movie lahs. Heh.
Actually i'm excited too lahs but manage to keep quiet XD
That sk hors, keep repeating " its just a movie ".
Sent sk and cass home after they came to my hse (:
Ran home barefooted. HAHAS.
Slippers kind of broke and was lazy to fix back.
Hmm, ytd changed my hotmail and did hmwk for the whole afternoon.
My head almost burst trying to finish up those maths qns.
Had a fun chat at night with Fion and talked abt what we wanted to do when we grow up.
Had a deal with her that we'll go clubbing tgt as soon as we turned 18 XD
Later am going to ssc to buy some things for the TK exchange.
So fast ar, Hols ending lerh.
Haven do alot of things sia..
Haiz. These few days dont feel like using my phone ar.
I hate staring at it den ...... LOL.
Kay, i'm like really excited when band restarts.
Cos it'll be the first time i see all my wonderful frens with high posts XD
Gd luck to them (:
Went to tumblr and i saw some really nice photos.

   like this photo (:

   and then i like these words (:

   oh this is so true..

Okay, shall end my post here bah.
Till nxt time, Tata ! ;D
Posted on 17 June, 11.05 am.
I once said i'll never torture myself anymore but these days, its coming back again. I dont know what to do anymore..

2010-06-14T18:17:00.000+08:00

Today did alot of things.
Feel so fresh.
Hahahas.
Went dental in the morn.
Wasnt as pain as i tot but still, PAIN !
Lucky its over (:
My Sling bag is breaking !! :(
I have to buy a new one lerh..
SIAN !
Tmr, i'm going movies !
Ps, Sry to Ama, Sijia and Naz !
I will start my hmwk on wed (:
I tot my laptop spoil lerh but its still in working condition. HAHAS.
I must save money.
Hmm, i suddenly cant wait for band to start.
RANDOM.
Anw, had quite a busy wk.
Signing off here bah.
BYE ! ;D
There's still a tug in my heart for no reason..

2010-06-11T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hello ! XD
Camp was awesome !
I ♥ it so much lahs. HAHAS.
Our instructor is like so fun XD
YiTing shld agree XD
Anw, ytd went malaysia with my cousins and aunt !
They started quarreling when i meet them -.-
Anw, my big cousin went back to america and my second cousin came back frm canada.
Always liddat de they all.
Bought alot of things XD
Saw Eelee at City Square.
Shall post again bah.
No time lerh.
Hahahahaaha.
I want to kayak again !!! :(
LOL.
Laters !

2010-06-05T12:14:00.000+08:00

WHY AM I STILL NOT HAPPY ?

Ytd was the stepping down ceremony.
And i cant believe i became the sl for clar section'10.
Sijia, concert master. I keep imagining her conducting us.
Second girl in OPWO history to be CM lahs !
And, Trishia Drum Majorette.
Can you even imagine her throwing the maze ?
HAHAHAHA.
Cant see her amongst band mates lahs ! XD
Anw, i'm so gonna miss my ex clarinet section very much.
All the fun and joy and laughter ( weiyang's quote XD ) we experienced will be so dearly missed.
Shall find some very old pics to post abt them XD

Hehe.

Wah, me with my retarded fringe.

Band games day !

Formal shot of clarinet family. HAHAHA.

I'm NOT smiling. HAHA.

Girls in Clar section.

Hmm, another one. HAHAS.

Eating polar snacks !

The end bah. HAHAS. Cant find the rest lerh.

I really will miss Yanning and Jasmine lahs.

Cant imagine going to band without both of them there.

And no more Yanning in first row to block me :(

HAIZ.

Not feeling excited abt going to band.

SIBF 22 July, think can make it ?

I have absolutely no faith lerh.

LOL.

Post till here bah.

Hahas.

LATER PEEPS !

2010-06-02T11:18:00.000+08:00

This is my 124th post. Hahas.
Ytd slept at 1.30.
Cant sleep ar.
I used my book to make me sleep but in the end,
i read finish the book den i fell asleep. LOL.
Tt book very nice ar. HEHE.
I realised alot of things ytd.
Listening to music, going for band, reading books became a hobby since young.
And, i did all those things to escape ppl.
Listening to music stops me frm listening to my parents.
Going for band let me forget probs and "destress" me.
Reading book makes me oblivious to reality.
Wah, these all sounds lame. LOL.
My stupid eyes stings..
I'm sick and tired of my daily routine.
I wanna change.
I have alot of things to say here.
But i guess keeping it to myself is better bah.
It'll ruin ppl's life and i dont want tt to happen.
Here comes sth crazy.
I wanna thank some ppl( its better writing here since i dont know how to talk XD )
Hmm, aiya, i dont know how to say.
Shall just acknowledge them bah.
Woanyee, Sijia, Trishia, Germaine, Herman, Cassandra, Amalina, Fion, Safirah, and some other ppl whom i shall not name but i hope you all know who you all are,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
You are all great friends to be with and i'm very lucky to have all of you.
And, i love my clarinet section alot. ALOT ALOT ALOT.
LOL.
Kay, end of my craziness.
( Sijia, you may comment on my craziness XD )
I think i'll stop posting negative posts frm now on.
Its always better like tt. HAHAS.
And, i think i've decided not to delete my blog.
May MIA frm here sometimes.
Do continue to tag though (:
Tt's it for now.
Going for band soon.
There's a concert this fri and i'm still not convince tt i'll do well :-S
Well, hope i dont screw up bah ^^
BYE (:
its not ur fault i hope u realised tt by now (:

2010-06-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

I like this pic. LOL.

In a super duper bad mood now.
I wanna cry :(
I dont fcuking know what's the fcuking prob with me..
Why am i in such a state ?
I want to disappear..
What can i fcuking do..
Who the hell am i..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
Fcuk lahs..
This suck big time..
I really shldnt delete this blog ?

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t wanna talk to anyone? Like, you don’t want to smile and you don’t want to pretend being content, but you don’t know what’s wrong either? & when the heart is broken and unsure and the mind is cluttered, you just wanna be alone.
> Yes ama, tt was how exactly i felt sometimes so i understand.

Stop here lahs. No point spamming..

Can you just ask instead of thinking wdv you want. Its getting irritating.. I know i shldnt be since i didnt do anything too. But i just cant help it. I'm sry.

2010-05-31T11:16:00.000+08:00

HI PEEPS !
Considering now i have nth to do, i shall post random stuffs. LOL.
My moodiness is becoming worse !
But kind of have to keep it to myself.
HAIZ.
Do u ever feel like someone is there but they are not there at all too ?
Hmm, i'm talking crap. LOL.
Anw, sat had band and went northpoint after tt.
Walk ard chongpang with my neighbour.
Tt neighbour so kind.
Acc me da whole evening just to acc cos i sad.
HAHAHA.
Sunday rot at home.
Today got band ltr.
Hope i dont late. LOL.
I dont noe what i'm gonna do during this hols.
AHHHHH...
I want go to some seaside and shout.
I want study hard.
I want go swimming.
I want play bball.
I want to have fun.
Kay, i'm officially crazy..
I feel lonely ):
HAIZ.
Stop here lahs.
No mood lerh. LOL.
BYE ! (:
PS, Shld i delete this blog ?
Why do i feel so empty ? Is like i'm alr disconnected frm da world lerh. I dunno anything.. HAIZ.
Sometimes u have to walk away frm love, no matter how painful it is.

2010-05-25T12:05:00.000+08:00

WTF is wrong with u ? What have i done this time ? Everyday i go to schl and study hard to give u gd results and u tell me i'm not working hard ? U think i'm not disappointed at myself for the results i get isit ? U think i feel happy failing my subs ? I fail some u talk like da world is gonna end den bro leh ? He fail so many and u only say work hard. Wtf lahs. If u think i'm wasting ur money going to schl den drop me out of schl lahs. U say i waste so much of ur money growing up den u disown me lahs. Or kill me also can. All u think is da money isit ? U nvr ever realise when i'm sad or what. Since i'm ur daughter, u shld noe tt i dont normally talk abt my feelings. I dun say anything doesn't mean i dun mind what u did to me. I have a life and let me control it. Stop being such overprotective parents can. U dun let me use com, dun let me use hse phone, dun let me go out, now u dun let me use hp. I'm a teenager and am alr 15 for god sake. I noe what i'm doing without u telling me. Why cant u just let me do what i want. I really dun wanna quarrel with u anymore u noe. It sucks when i dun wish to come home. I want a home which i can come back without dreading it. U always compare me with cousins, i'm not them. I'm me. They are clever and hardworking. I'm not. I'm stupid and i need time to learn. Can u just fcuking stop these ? U are ruining me and u are turning my life upside down. U are making me so tired of living. I just want to feel normal for once. I want to be really happy of my life.

Hi peeps.
Didnt go schl today.
LOL. Dun feel like going.
So sian lorh. Everyday do the same thing de.
Ltr going my aunt hse
My big and third cousins are back !
I want to see what they have bought for me XD
Greedy hors. Hahahas.
I'm still waking up in the middle of the night !
What's the prob with me..
LOL.
Haiz.. dunno why so mood these few wks ar..
I've gone crazy lerh.
LOL.
Stop here bah. So looking forward to camp.
BYE ;D

A good cry lightens the heart.

Lost ?

2010-05-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

Went to woanyee hse just now and watched "the eye".
Its a horror movie but i ended up laughing at it.
Woanyee was like complaining not nice de.
HAHAHAHA.
Anw, got back my results.
It was so badly done.
I think i confirm go ssp lerh lahs.
LOL.
My big cousin is coming back at 11.40 today !
With her "fren". Dunno if its her bf not XD
Hahahas post till here bah.
Bye !

Not sleeping well these few days. Waking up in the middle of the night. Wtf is up with me. Haiz.

2010-05-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl !
Dint realise got so many ppl tag me XD
Hahahah. Had a long break (:
So here goes,
Friday:
Went to watch The Last Song (:
It was nice. Not awesome but still nice. Hahas.
I think alot of ppl cry lahs.
When da movie finished my neckwas like super sore.
Due to the so in front screen. Hehe
Saturday:
Had band.
It was quite fun.
But my mouth was sore.
Air was like escaping frm my mouth.. i noe, disgusting. Hahahas.
Den there's ulcers in my mouth now..
Sunday:
Went swimming in Jurong Swimming Complex !!
Am having a quite red sunburn on my face and body.
Dint swim for a very long time now.
Was nervous at first. Hahahas.
Then went to my aunt hse to stay overnight.
It was awesome XD
Today:
Woke up at 2+ to see my cousin just going to sleep.
Woke up at 6+ to prepare to send my cousin to the airport.
Went to pick up her bf first. Hahahas.
Den took some pics at the airport and off she went !
Am currently skype-ing with Cass ! XD
Its so damn cool lahs. Hahahas.
Tmr:
Getting back our results lerh T.T
Gd luck guys !
I'm so scared...

Anw, gtg guys !
Will post again soon bah.
Bye !

2010-05-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

i guess i dont have enough courage

Hello !

Am feeling soooooooooo bored..

My big cousin is coming back frm america on tues !!!

And my third cousin is going hongkong on monday.

What a coincidence .__.

So i'm gonna send my cousin off !

Band's resuming tmr.

I DONT WANT TO GO !! .__.

But its always better than staying at home..

I suddenly cant wait for Sec 3 camp to come.

And den there's OP'US b4 the camp.

Which i dont think we're gonna sound nice.

I dont know what to write alr..

Shall end bah.

Oh, and since Band is starting and schl 's gonna go back to normal,

I shal go MIA for awhile (;

Not gonna have time using com.

And anw, i dont think anyone will come to this web.

HAHAS.

Bye for now ;D

It hurts so much i cant breathe anymore. In the end, everything matters.

2010-05-13T12:27:00.000+08:00

EXAM IS FINALLY OVER !
Yeah !!
Hahas.
Am so bored....
Now tt Exams over, band is starting soon.
And i dun feel like going .__.
Haiz.

" For the time that i've been given's such a little while. And the things that i must do consist of more than style. There are places that i am going. This is the only thing that i am sure of. And that's all that lives is gonna die. And there'll be some people here to wonder why. And for every happy hello, there will be goodbye. "

Chim wors..

Hahas.

Read that in a book. Seems to make sense but doesnt makes sense somehow too.

I'M HUNGRY !!

Right, i think this is da longest post so far. HAHAS.

"Forever Changes" is a really nice book XD

BYE :D

When do u know when u are a screw up ?

2010-05-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hello :D

Finally, second last paper.

I'm starting to dig my own grave lerh.

Gonna have fun till da time i get my results bah.

Tmr DNT, like not so stress lerh.

Hahahas.

Anw, THANKS to Sijia, i finally change my blogskin ;D

Hahahas.

Gotta stop here.

Shall continue ltr bah.

Byes ;D

2010-05-11T11:55:00.000+08:00

I think i'm addicted to tumblr.. :-S

Hahahas. more papers and then i'm freeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!!!!!

O.O my neighbour just came out and look at me.

LOL.

I'm so sure my physics' going down the drain.

My mp3 died down on me !!

And i have to study without it.

Tmr Geo paper !!

Hope i wont fail.

Hahas.

Anw, shall stop here bah.

Bye ! :-D

Happiness has a hard time entering a closed heart.

2010-05-10T12:41:00.000+08:00

So Sian...
My maths paper gonna fail lerh lahs.
My dad confirm kill me..zzz.
Haiz.
~~I dunno why it hurts so much.~~~~I cant pretend nth happened anymore.~~
~~Why cant i move on when u did ?~~

2010-05-08T11:52:00.001+08:00

I'm getting bored with da daily routine when there's no schl..

AHHHHH..

I want thursday to come soooooooooo badly..

Haiyo..

This MYE i'm definitely going to fail alot of subs lerh lahs..

Am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bored.

Dun feel like studying..

I want bookssss.

Cant go library T.T

Shall start studying after my lunch bah.

Bye peeps ! ;D

Maybe life is just one big cycle of finding paople and letting them go, and the trick is in holding on to the ones who will stand by you no matter what---if only you are brave enough to open your heart and let them in.

i guess ppl do change.. i dunno what's with u anymore. 3yrs ago, tt conflict. its like such a waste of time now.. Haiz.

2010-05-07T12:47:00.001+08:00

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing
You're holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again, my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
in my only

I only said it cause i mean it
I only mean cause it's true
So don't you doubt what i've been dreaming
Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever i'm without you

You said it again, my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time
In my only life

I first heard this frm Cass XDD

2010-05-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

These 2 things are sooooooooo ex... T.T

2010-05-03T10:33:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps !

Hahas, i seriously want to change phone..

Just randomly put up some phones. I hope my dad'll let me change mine by this year..

LOL.

Anw, i'm super boredddddddddddd at home !!!

Cant make myself revise T.T

Last wk so many things happened..

I hope this wk will be better..

Am so close to breaking down..

Anw, i'm strong (:

Will stop here bah.

BYE PEEPS ;D

Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FION ! (:

Your sibling, after all, is the only other person in the world who understands how fucked up your parents made you.

2010-04-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps !

Today is eng paper and i totally screwed lahs..

Somemore i having fever..

38.1 !!

I cant believe it..

Tmr, chi.

I've been deproving like crazy..

Haiz..

I wish i can do sth abt myself..

LOL.

JY bah ppl !

BYES ! ;D

2010-04-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

TMR IS DA BIG DAY !!

Gd luck to everyone (:

I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat.

2010-04-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

Hey, there's 3 more days to MYE.

SO SO SO SO nervous..

I hope i can do well :-S

Considering da fact tt i've been doing badly in schl..

Haiz.

Anw, This is my 111th post.

Hahas.

Gonna stop here(:

BYE !

2010-04-24T09:58:00.000+08:00

At the end of the road, you'll find what you've been longing for.

2010-04-22T17:11:00.000+08:00

SEVEN MORE DAYS TO MYE !! :(

2010-04-21T18:21:00.001+08:00

EIGHT more days to MYE !!

I'm so nervous.

This term not even a single gd results..

Haiz..

Today stayed back for POA.

I actually understand alot of things lerh.

Hahas.

Dun feel like going to schl anymore..

Haiyo.

So stress..

Shall work harder bah.

Gtg, bb ! XD

2010-04-17T12:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS ;D
Firstly i have nth to update..
LOL.
Btw, Thanks everybody for da wishes and da presents XD
i dunno what to say..
And Arts Panache was Awesome.
Although i didnt really see da show.
Hahas.
Damn busy this wk.
Got so many tests and i think i flunk alot..
Haiz..
Gtg then.
BYE PEEPOS!
i really dunno what to say.. i just dunno who am i anymore..

2010-04-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

Just some random post XD
THIS IS SINGAPORE ;D

2010-04-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

LIFE SUCKS..

2010-04-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!!!
Gonna update my blog with a line:

Ming was here!! :D

(sk tell me de XD)

Hahas.

Am suppposed to be in schl now but i am SICK. (again)

Lol.

Anw, will update again soon if i can.

Hahahaha.

Bye!!

2010-03-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today very sian..
Went online to search on stupid things and stumbled on sth.

As of 3/21/2010 6:42:30 AM EDT
You are 14 years old.
You are 175 months old.
You are 761 weeks old.
You are 5,322 days old.
You are 127,734 hours old.
You are 7,664,082 minutes old.
You are 459,844,950 seconds old.

Very cool right?! XDD
Hahahas.
Okay, i updated my blog lerh.
As of today 21 March, there's 22 days left to my birthday!! (*hinthint XD)
Hahahas.
Post till here bah.
Bye Peeps :D

2010-03-06T11:10:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS!!
Gonna update my dead blog.
Hahas, gonna make it short cos i'm going for band ltr.
Well, ytd was cross country and i won 9th!!
I had no motivation to run in the first place and was very happy i got a medal.
Hahas.
Last year i got 7th but its okay, i still got a medal XDD
As usual, Trishia got 1st again.
Hahas, we have a champion amongst us aye? :D
Anw, gonna stop here.
Changed blogskin!
Lazy change the color of tagboard and music so shall leave it bah.
Hahahas.
Bye peeps!! XDD

2010-02-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl!!!
Its like so long since i've posted.
HAHAS.
Sijia's beside me now.
I'm like wearing sleeveless shirt for the first time..
Sijia say i suaku..
But i really dun feel comfortable.
LOL.
Now at woanyee hse bai nian.
Gonna get more angpaos nxt wk.
HAHAS.
Shall stop here.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
I have money to watch movie with my frens lerh.
Hehe ;D
BYE PPL!!!

2010-02-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!!! ;D
Hahahas, i'm at woanyee hse now.
Trishia and me are occupying all woanyee's com and lap at home.
Muahahaha ;D
(BECAUSE OF THEM, I HAVE NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT ROTTING WHILE MINGHUI AND TRISHIA IS TYPING MERRILY~~ AWAY..) oh, WoanYee here.. [=
HEHE XDD
Been doing tt stupid elearning thing all day.
Well, we had fun times though.
Hahas, come to think of it, this is like the first time i am so serious abt hmwk in woanyee's hse.
HAHAS (:
Here's some DAMN FREAKING FUNNY pics of us ^^
(Actually dun want post all de but Sijia made me T.T )
HAHAS.

Done!!
Hahahas, tmr gonna have another go.
If any of u wants to play, go to cameroid.com (if i'm not wrong)
HAHAS.
okay, tt's it for now.
BYE PEEPS!!! ;D

2010-02-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hi again!! ;D
Hahaha (:
Today's tests were terrible..
I'm seriously gonna fail seh...
LOL.
Hmm, was waiting for Trishia in schl and she treated me things (:
Did finish my hmwk! HAHAHA XDD
Hmm, heard sth today and was so sad after tt...
HAIZ..
Will post again soon!
BYE PEEPS! ;D

i'm so sry...
I dunno how we became like tt..
i wish we are still like last time..
when we had lots of fun amongst ourselves..
PLS dun hate each other... PLSSS...

2010-01-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

HI PEEPS ;D
I really have nth to post but will just write sth bah.
HAHAS.
Talked to my cousin who's in america just now..
She's not coming back for CNY T.T
But cos she's having PHD exams.
LOL.
My another cousin haven reply me though..
She's in Canada XDD
Almost all my cousins are like studying overseas..
I also want!! But not to study though. HAHAS.
Trying to rush my hmwk...
Going buy new year's clothes! XDD
Ytd Ms chang told us tt band is going BANGKOK in nov!!
I cant wait.
LOL
Even though its in bangkok..
2012, Band is going somewhere very far in the north..
So envy of tt batch lahs..
By tt time i would have graduated.. (hopefullyXD )
Nxt mon got D&T and physics test..
Hope i pass seh..
Failed last wk's test lerh for D&T.
Hmm, tt's it for now bah..
BYE PEEPS (:

2010-01-25T18:20:00.000+08:00

WOW i think its been a long time since i last posted.. HAHAS.
Suddenly like so many test coming up sia...
Scared i cant keep up.
LOL.
PPL (someone in particular XD) have been sleeping in class and sijia almost writing the person's name down.
Hahas but she giving more chance.
I dunno what to write..
Just writing for the sake of updating..
LOL.
Having probs with the internet's time..
Posting at odd times HAHAHA.
This wk happened alot of things seh..
Well, tt's it for now then.
BYE peeps!!! ;D

i'm sorry..

2010-01-11T18:03:00.001+08:00

HELLO PPL ;D
Hahas, am trying to think of sth to update.
LOL.
Today got eng test..
And i messed up the words.. =.=
Exp, in a nutshell, i wrote in a nutcase..
HAHAHA (:
Anw, its been a long time since i onlined ehh?
Sec 3 so stressful... T.T
Everyday like very early den tired lerh.
HAHAS
Band teacher say got 27 ppl join Band..
Confirm got ppl want quit de.
Ltr da big big clarinet section become extinct..
hahas.
Right, shall post till here bah.
Hope i can cope with my studies (:
And everybody must cope too ya? XDD
BYE PEEPS!! ;D

2009-12-26T11:18:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEEPS ;D
Hahas, was going thru blogs and saw this in ama's blog..

Hahas, we can be called the pantat kedongdongs grp lerh lahs! XDD

LOL.

Going to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks on Sun.

Didnt noe why my dad let me go..

But i'm excited!!

Heehee.

Anw, will post again.

BYE PEEPS ;D

Its like there's a hot coal inside my body, burning..

2009-12-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

If ur world is turned upside down, could u hold on to what really matters?

2009-12-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS ;D
Hahas.
Hmm, i shall post other class de form teachers too bah (:
S1- Pamela Soh
S2-i forgot lerh...
S3-Mdm Tan Geok Bee
A1-Ms Kathy Xu
A2-Vivian Cheah
HEHE.
Hmm, i'm gonna start my hmwk today.
Must jiayou lerh.
Wah, these days happened alot of things sia..
I dunno if i can bear or tolerate anymore...
This world is so unfair..
Haiz...
Parents dun even understand their children really well and say what shit..
Haiz.. i really dunno what to do lerh..
I hope nth will really happen..
Are friends really forever??

Shall post till here bah..
BYE PEEPS ;D

I dont know my face at all. I've spent so much time trying to be what everyone expects that i'm not sure who i am anymore. I'm really tired..

2009-12-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered:
How its like, when you have no frens?
when you have no one to talk to?
no one to trust?
What's it like, to have a wonderful family?
to have a "not-so-perfect" family?
What's ur priority in life?
What you are living for?

LOL.
Getting a bit emotional..
Anw, i'm getting nervous abt nxt year.
3S3's form teacher gonna be Mdm Tan Geok Bee!!
HAHAS.
I'm still procrastinating with my hmwk..
LOL
Shall start soon bah. Nxt wk? :-S
Hmm, shall post till here.
I'm going out ltr!! XD
BYE PEEPS ;D

Learn to be contented. There are things we can change and things we cnt change..

2009-12-17T10:55:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl!
I dunno what to post again T.T
No more topics for me to write.
LOL.
Anw, just updated the class blog.
Like going to die lerh sia.
Must not let it die..
HAHAS.
Looking at Sijia's blog post, i feel really sad..
This year really pass very fast..
I really will miss 2A2 sia.
This is the Second year since i've been so happy.
First year was Sec 1...
Secondary school really rocks even though there were so many probs.. LOL.
All those wonderful memories..
My birthday this year was da best one.
LOL.
I just spammed sijia's tagboard XD
HAHAHA.
Hmm, shall post till here bah.
Bye ppl ;D

I wished the moment could last forever, the moment that held everything in it; when hope multiplied like stars, and anything and everything was possible, before our paths narrowed and divided and carried us away into the future, before any decisions were made or words were said that made us people we chose to be; before any promises were made or broken; the moment that was already speeding away from us.

2009-12-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

There's some sucker tt doesnt now itself..
WTF lahs..
Hmm, i want to say a big THANKYOU to sijia.
HAHAS.
U shld noe why ;D
Seriously nth to post now.
LOL.
Just wanna say tt da stupid sucker is a serious big sucker...
Fucking bitch.
Care so much for what sia.
LOL.
Anw, gtg.
BB ;D

2009-12-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

Sian...
Hmm, tried my best to put the music lerh
Shall just leave it like this first bah.
Running out of time lerh.
Anw, sat went to cass's hse.
But b4 tt went to bishan fire station with her.
Was damn cool lahs da firemen..
LOL.
Belinda (cass's sis) practically flew when she was holding da big hose.
Hahas.
Den the firemen showed us how they slide down the pole to ground floor.
Damn fast...
LOL.
Den went to cass's hse and played...
Got gifts frm cass and sk.
HAHAS.
Still haven opened cass's christmas present cos dun wanna get cursed! XD
Anw, thankyou u 2 for giving me da presents!! :D
Hahahs.
Well, tt's it for today.
Gtg.
Bye everyone!! (:

LAZY

2009-12-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL :D
I'm updating for the sake of my fellow lovely frens.
HAHAS.
Hey ppl, there's this really cool and funny blog called Fion's chapter.
Go and have a look! http://www.f-ion.blogspot.com (:
HAHAS.
Well, shall stop here bah since i dun really have the time lerh.
LOL. Shall post tmr ehh? :D
Den there's this quarreling thing coming up and i shall post it tmr.
Must give comments ya!
Signing off here peeps!!
BYE:D

New blogskin

2009-12-10T12:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!! :D
Hmm, i haven really finish doing up my blog so dun care.
HAHAS.
Anw, gtg.
Have updated my blog.
:D :D :D
BYE PPL!!(: